Another try

I want to be different. It just seems like I can do nothing right. I wasn't always like this though. I used to be responsible, respectful, intelligent. Not anymore. It's not just me but the fault is almost all mine. I pretend everything's alright and I run and try to forget about the problems, but they keep coming back and one day I'll have to face them.
I don't like who I am today. I hurt the ones I love the most. I disappoint my friends and my family. My life has to change.


I'm lost.


But I'll find myself again.


I promise.